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Southend-on-Sea 5k 2019
19 May 2019

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Alison's Race for Life

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Alison Lumb

Total raised

£265.00

+ £62.50 Gift Aid

132 Complete
132% of £200.00 target
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I'm taking part in Race for Life to raise money to beat cancer

For Jacob, my world!

Hi guys,

My story....

Last year I talked about not having a choice about being strong, I used a story about climbing a mountain. The climb continues but in a very different way!

So it's a year on from the last Race for Life and I'm starting to regain control over life.

What I want to share this year is the difficulties faced when 'treatment ends'.
I finished active treatment in June last year but the fact is that its effects last much longer as do the effects of treatment I need for the next 10 years. This is often unseen or unnoticed.
People come to expect you to bounce back and be the 'old' you and for the most part I try very hard to do that. But.... I'm not the 'old' me but I'm not 'new' either.. The word 'new' suggests something shiny and in great condition - this is not me. I'm now more tired than I have ever been, my body is different and still not my own, my self-confidence is low and I'm anxious and terrified of what the future holds. But mostly I'm scared for Jacob. My little man who needs me. This time has been hard on him. It's taken a long time for him to feel settled again, secure and less anxious and I get very defensive of him when I feel his experience is not valued as it should be. He is my absolute world! He's the reason I get up and I carry on. He's the reason I smile and nod when expectations of his mummy are too high because there's a clear lack of understanding of what post treatment entails! He's the reason I carry guilt when I can't be the mummy I want to be because I'm so fatigued or in pain.

But he's also the reason I smile and laugh. He's the reason my house is a mess and my washing pile is miles high - you know... Normal stuff, like before!

He's the reason I'm doing this event again! He's a trouper, a strong willed little inspiration I'm proud to still be here to see grow and challenge me.

We need to raise money for essential research so that all the other 'little men and Little ladies' get to keep their mums, nans, sisters and aunts. So those mums, sisters, nans and aunts get to see them grow too. I'm hoping to draw attention to the need for support not just during treatment but after too.

So again, I'm not strong. I have no choice. I'm still fighting. is happening right now, which is why I'm taking part in a Race for Life 5k to raise money and save lives.

1 in 2 people will be diagnosed with cancer in their lifetime. Every single pound you donate makes a difference to Cancer Research UK’s groundbreaking work, so please sponsor me now.

Latest updates

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Lianne Hoy

2019-05-19T22:30:06+00:00

£5.00

Well done Alison & Jacob.

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Faye Williams

2019-05-19T15:37:12+00:00

£20.00

+£5.00 Gift Aid

Well done everyone xx

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Sunni Organ

2019-05-19T12:29:31+00:00

£20.00

+£5.00 Gift Aid

Sending lots of love. ❤️

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Michelle Warnes

2019-05-19T09:16:17+00:00

£10.00

+£2.50 Gift Aid
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Emily Bater

2019-05-17T06:27:13+00:00

£10.00

+£2.50 Gift Aid
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Karol Goodfellow

2019-05-17T04:38:57+00:00

£40.00

+£10.00 Gift Aid

Good Luck Alison xxx

Total raised£265.00

Online£265.00

Offline£0.00

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